I know where i stand.
I know that not everybody can accept me . im not perfect and i dont wish to cos i know,i cant.
But i just need love&care in my life.
Ive gone through enough with all the hatred,critics and stuffs not only from the
one that im not closed to but it also from the one i love too.I dont know when
people can really understand what&how i feel .
Eventhough i've told them several times about my feelings,they'll say they
understand but i knew,they didnt and they will not cos they will keep hurting me .
Sometimes feel like ending this life is so much better cos by then,they will actually
appreciate me and really understand how i feel but me being a islam,are forbided
from commiting suicide.
Im getting more worse ! im loosing myself and i didnt know who i can turn to.
I really need help.Need someone that can really really understand me inside out and can
lend me his/her shoulder to cries on.

Signing Out;Nursyairah :(