I thOught after that day incident when i was drunk and i tOld u what i feel ,
u understand me and knOw what i actually want but i tink it's still
the same .
u knOw that i really need u nOw tO give me the lOve , care and attentiOn
cOz i cant get that frOm my family .. u seems tO be dOnt really care abOut hOw i feel ..
SOmetimes i just dOnt understand why i have tO be treated this way ..
am i tOO bad and dOesnt give what u want all this while ? ..
im sick and tired Of crying and im nOt that strOng tO gO thrOugh this kind Of thing
every single day dear ..

GOSH ! CAN ANIONE UNDERSTAND THAT I REALLY DESPERATE FOR LOVE , CARE
AND ATTENTION NOW ? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!