12JUNE'09 iz the day i'll start tO miss him ...
3rd Of April , get tO knOw he has tO serve his NATIONAL SERVICE ...
everybOdy seems tO be sO sad when get tO knOw abOut it .. ! but when the time that
me , yana , allie , kak aisyah and the Otherz whO were at hOme get tO know the news first , der bOyz , fendi , azril , ezra and including my belOved baby , were not at hOme at that time Of pOint ..

ME and Allie realli feel sO sad when we get to knOw bout it .. Because Allie was worried that she wOn't be able tO celebrate her birthday with my bOyfriend .. but i just have tO act strOng because i dO nOt want tO think tOO much abOut it but what i knOw , i Only left with abOut 2 mOnths to spent time with him and i must really treasure it and spent almOst all my free time with him !


i'll be lOnely withOut yOu arOund dear and i think its hard to hear me laugh anymOre when yOu were nOt beside me ...