I fucking pity myself.dont know when i can found
the right guy.I thought he's the one but he could only
make me cry and getting mad at me even for a small
matter.
It sucks to always cries and getting scolded.
Not only ur parents but the one u loved and depends
on does that to u,it sucks big time.
They wont understand,he wont understand cos they
thought they're too matuared and they are
actually in a right position to scold me but actually they're
not.
They're just making me giving up in life and making me feel
so low.They're just making me not worth being their daughter,
girlfriend.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
You think im pretty,
without any make up on
You think im funny,
when i tell the puch line wrong
I know you get me
so i let my walls come down
Before you met me
i was alright,but things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February,you'll be my valentine
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets,just love
we can dance until we die
You and I,
we'll be young forever
You make me feel like im living a
Teenage Dream,
the way you turn me on
Cant sleep let's run away,Dont ever look back
My heart stops,
when you look at me
Just one touch,now baby i believe
This is real so take the chance
and Don't ever look back
We drove to Cali and got drunk on the Beach
Got a motel and
build a fort out of sheets
I finally found you,
my missing puzzle piece
IM COMPLETE
Thursday, March 17, 2011
How we fell in love with each other,the sweetness of relationship etc
really miss those days.Uve been my backbone since then but now,it starting
to break bits by bits..
Everythings changed.We bothed change.
It really pulled me down when ure getting more selfish.
The love is gone lil by lil as days goes by..
Im really getting used to it and my heart now are numb,seriously.
Everything u did were nothing new to me and nothing to shocked or sad about.
All while,u didnt appreciate what i did for u.
I cant pull myself together to go through all this nonsence alone.
Oh God please , i had enough.I just want to live my life peacefully&happily.
Please take away all the bad things,unwanted person in my life so that i can
have a blissful life.
Friday, March 4, 2011
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
i just dont know where i went wrong sometimes that he kept
being mad&angry with me.
i sacrifice alot for him all this year but think it is a waste.he didnt
even sees it.if he really do love me,understands me,he wont keep
hurting me.
ive cried alot for him&im not sure whether im supposed to
or did he really worth my tears..
2years with him and not sure i should still counts cos it makes
no difference if our relationshp is 10yrs old cos i know ill still
be hurt.
im just more confused right now.im not sure if he is the one
i want to spend my whole life with.
before we even get married,he already hurt me this much
im sure it will be more if we both already have our own family.
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